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https://gofund.me/968647a6 About a week ago, Eli passed awa..
🕑 Added 2023-02-01 00:15:15 +0000 UTC https://gofund.me/968647a6 About a week ago, Eli passed away. He’s the 3rd person in my life who actually cared about me and helped me with no alterier motives. He and my father met in 6th grade and now are in their early-mid 40’s. I hadn’t had a close relationship with eli until somewhat recently, and unfortunately he and my father had a falling out. (Eli and I had that in common lol) my father pretends I don’t exist but well live within minutes of each other. 🥴 ANYWAYS, I’m not in a stable, healthy, or supportive environment where I live now. Eli offered for me to stay with him knowing I couldn’t pay him rent or contribute really much at all until I had a job and was making my own money finally. He still wanted to take me and my dog in and made us feel safe and welcome. I never got to ask him, but he’d text or call me and ask me to drive him to run his errands… when I’d get to his house to get him he’d offer me a drink and then after say “let’s go to the bar quick”.😂 everytime… and he’d make me to order something for dinner (I think he secretly wanted to see that I was eating real food with my situation) and we talk and laugh and compare stories 🤣 we’d dab out and watch tv and hang with his 2 dogs and mine. He had a parrot that literally sounded exactly like him. Such a trip 😅 both of us have lived in Hawaii and we discovered I went to high school with his buddies daughter there 😂 small world? He knew my mom before she committed suicide and knew my grandparents that adopted me. It’s safe to assume my mental health is never at 100% 😅 Eli talked me off the ledge a couple times to be honest. Now that he’s gone, I still can’t believe it. I saw him eating breakfast on the couch the day before… I kinda don’t know what to do with myself not having him to call or his house to go to at any moment. He said he was helping me out out of respect for his & my dads long friendship. He never talked bad about anyone even if they wronged him. He didn’t deserve to be gone so soon. And selfishly, I still need him. 😭😭 REST IN PARADISE ELI 💚🖤
