February 21st 2023 is the day I lost my youngest son to s.u...
🕑 Added 2023-11-18 23:14:23 +0000 UTC
February 21st 2023 is the day I lost my youngest son to s.u.i.c.i.d.e. He would have been 24 years old yesterday. I had four adult c.h.i.l.d.r.e.n now I have three. I never could have imagined as a parent that I would bury one of my c.h.i.l.d.r.e.n. To never look in his face again to never hear his voice again to realize these facts is pure t.o.r.t.u.r.e. But I do dream about him often. And each time I wake up with a smile on my face because I believe that's him coming to me and telling me that he's okay. That he is now free of whatever it was that was tormenting him. I have to believe that. It's my only way of coping. Nadir I love u son. You rest in peace until we m.e.e.t. again. His mother released balloons in Philly. I released balloons in Florida.
