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My goal this year is to get back to where I use to be. I was..
🕑 Added 2023-06-30 11:33:44 +0000 UTC My goal this year is to get back to where I use to be. I was so depressed in my last relationship, constantly being verbally/mentally and emotionally abu.sed I ended up gaining a little bit of weight. I feel like here I can say how I'm actually feeling, which is weird I guess cause it's OF 🥴 also I can't talk much about it on my other platforms because the people who were involved have been stal.king me. Weird behavior seriously like move on. Ever since the final cut off though my life has been stress free. No screaming, no one calling me degrading names, blaming me for problems they created for themselves. I'd like to say I'm fully healed but I'm not. Moved on and over it? Absolutely, especially with knowing what I know about them now and who they choose to hang around it was easier to get over. But it's the fear that still lingers. The fear of trusting, starting something new. I have this fear that I'll be treated the same again and honestly I wouldn't be able to handle that again. I'm still continuing on this journey of self love and I'm thoroughly embracing it. First pic is from the other day, last pic was almost 3 years ago. I'll see that woman soon cause I'm not going to give up on me 🥰 one things for sure, I definitely finally got some sun 🌞🤣 So there you have it, a little more about me that no one asked for LOL
