Today’s post is going to be a little bit different than anyt..
🕑 Added 2025-04-30 19:16:21 +0000 UTC
Today’s post is going to be a little bit different than anything I’ve ever posted before: read my full caption. I am going to be real with you, I’m going to vulnerable and truthful. I’m taking off the mask for a moment. The truth about me is: I am a sex addict struggling with recovery ❤️🩹 and trying desperately to overcome by addiction to porn, making porn, and anonymous sexual encounters with strangers. I am terrified of cheating on my husband and ruining my marriage. I am a true lust addict. I crave to be lusted over constantly. I’m an attention whore, and have been a whore by definition as well. But I am also a mother, to a little boy. And my biggest fear is him ever seeing the things I’ve posted online. Yet, I can’t stop posting. Can’t stop trying to go viral. I want to be exposed naked online and humiliated for being a slut, so bad. Why? I do not know. But that’s addiction. It’s very complicated. The worst part is, most of the things I do - I do on impulse, obsessively, and compulsively. I have a hard time staying focused on every day tasks. I loose / waste so much time looking at porn and playing with myself, posting online ads and chatting with people I’ll never really meet. I hardly every socialize in real life. I have extreme social anxiety and very poor social skills. live a very lonely life behind the screen. Today, I posted a video on TikTok regarding my journey and being thankful for today. Less than an hour later, after dropping my son off at school, I unzipped my onsie and started driving with my tiddies out; I want to flash passerby’s and drivers. I love the shock factor. But, as I was adjusting my clothes for the camera I lost control of my car 🚙 and I almost severely crashed. This is sexual addiction in its rawest form. 😔
